Lolli-Lekka

So. Obvs....it has been so long since I've been On dA. I finally replaced the laptop which my cat decided to throw to the hardwood floor (Lament for my LED screen) HURRAY FOR MY RETURN! If you care....you being...whoever takes the time to dredge through the internet and find this ridiculous excuse for a dA. <3 <3 <3 Lexi~

New Years! yay! I'm rather happy this year, last year was kinda crappy, New Year's Eve I mean...But this year I got to fall asleep right after talking to the love of my life. So I was extremely happy. my friends on the east coast texted me @ midnight there time...and i was like NOOOOOoooooooooooooOOOOoooo not yet...and then about half an hour after midnight I got a flood of txt's saying Happy New Year! and one that said "Happy 4th of July!" which threw me a bit lol...but itwas awesome. Then I got a text ALL late and wrong @ 1:30 saying Happy New Year...don't my friends know how to read clocks? Oh well. This year is looking good! Happy Ne

I wish I had someone to sing me a lullaby. I'm sitting here at 1 in the morning thinking about things I probably shouldn't...even though it's inevitable that I will. Being alone is shitty to say the least...but not knowing why is even worse. I know for a fact that I'm not ugly...and I'd like to think my personality isn't so offsetting as to drive people away from me. So I'm left with nothing...no plausible reason why...but it still nags at my every moment... Though I do know it's a ridiculous thing to brood over, it still gets me somewhere...on a base level. Well I guess for now I'll just have to sing myself a lullaby and hope to god I ca